BECAUSE I GOT NOT TIME TO WASTE ON YOU. JUST GETTING BUSY TO GET PAID SOON. MY HUSTLING WILL EARN ME MORE MONEY #SARAKA FOR ALLAH = SFA# #BLOOD FOR THE GODS# BFG#
MAHONEY IS THE NAME HERE. JUST A LOW KEY NIGGA FOR YOUTH AND STREET WHO ARE TRYING TO MAKING MONEY TO AVOID DEPENDING ON OTHERS FOR THEIR LIVES. LIFE IS NOT EASY TO LIVE WORRIED AND HUNGRY LIFE, JUST BELIEVE YOU CAN MAKE IT
Each day we are faced with decisions… what to do with our lives? To whom should we give our trust? As a young person, the road ahead seems so distant. We want what is in front of us, what we can grab right now. Our blindness to the possible future outside our immediate situation perpetuates our lack of vision to the endless possibilities that await us.
Being faced with a life sentence more times than not anchors our arrogance to pause long enough to use our own thoughts. We begin to ask our selves, “Is that what I really want – a reputation as a down, solid-vato homeboy/homegirl”? Granted some of us come from what is called a broken home – abusing parents/family, foster care workers, etc. Abuse in all its forms can destroy our foundation. But along the way have we not asked ourselves, “Is this the life I want – a throw-away person. An outcast, an outsider who has lost all form of human reason and decency, someone who acts out of anger, someone who has no control over him/herself, a person who will only keep losing control whether inside jail or outside, always under the supervision of some guard, police, probation officer, parole officer, correction officer, etc.”?
So, to whom do we owe our loyalty? Where do we draw the line between what’s going to benefit us to create a life with real meaning or a life spent completely without control inside a prison where almost every moment of the day our lives are monitored? This is a question only each of us can answer, because no matter what others may tell us, we alone make a difference in our own lives. We can choose to take our power back to wake up to maturity, and start taking the hard road ahead outside our affiliations, or we can surrender and continue to let others do the thinking for us. It’s our own life, our own story. Who writes it?? That is our decision to make.